:: You

I miss you.

 Tried moving on, yes i'm. 

I accepted the fact that
we're not meant to be a lover 

but i cannot accept the fact
that we're no longer friends. 

Where is your promise on 

not gonna jeopardise our friendship?

You know i'm a sucker on promises.

Yes i admit that i said i won't want

my life got anything to do with you.

But im a real sucker,in PROMISES
i broke it and

i want our friendship back.

I want you to be part of my life.

I want you to be the one who

listens to everything and anything.

I want you to be the first person

to know my ups and downs.

But you;re fucking hard.

Emotionally hard.

You never failed to cross my mind.

none of the things i see daily that

is unrelated to you.

Everything i do, everywhere i go,

there will always a picture

of you and me in it.

Name it as a friend or as a lover.

You're awesome.

Though you've that storm in you,

i believe you'll be healed soon.

I believe you will be a better person.

And i want you to give me the chance

to help you on that.

But you choose not to.

Remember when you asked me

whether i judged you

as "dirty"?

I said "No" and i meant it.

I care for you so much

that nothing in your past matters

cause i believe you'll change.

Why can't you give me the time

to change Gordon?

Why?

Ok, skip the bg-gf part.

Why, you choose to throw our

friendship away?

Why?
I miss you badly.
Very, badly :C