Roaarr!!!  

Exam is like in another two weeks and God knows better
whether or not i've made my complete revision.

Practically, im suppose starting with theories. That was what i planned
on for the past 3 weeks, to COVER every theories for 3 papers.
But oh crap, procrastinate PROCRASTINATE and distraction
after distraction and ended to more DISTRACTION, i hardly
can put myself into schedule. God, please help me :(

And now im currently in my, what i used to call as BLOATED-WEEK.
Its my two weeks before my period when i've all this mood swings, laziness
to the utmost max, sleepy, tantrums and hugahuga, i feel fugly inside out.
This makes me even more depressed with pimples bulging out and im growing
side way. Bye bye bikini on Sunday. *sad sad*

and i miss Gordon, some more

with Xavier who never stops tarnishing me 

Ok, back to my exam and studies. Sighs, if im gonna fail anymore paper/papers,

i swear my dad gonna kill me. Fees are like in pounds and i paid extra 1k for those

3 papers due to our ignorance on not knowing penalty would be charged for 

late payment. Dad speaks *grumblesgrunbles*

I feel like the whole world is on my shoulder now *sobs*

I wanna break free!!!!

God, help me.

God, give me all the wisdom.

God, please take away my bad bad procrastinating habit.

God, help me focus.

God, guide me.

Amen.

YAY!! :D